Troubled Times....

Another day comes up which I pray to God that I get another day to see all that is in the world. Even if it is bad or good it all makes up this world we live in. For the most part life seems to be flowing into the bad course right now but I am sure it will head back to where it should be even if it takes longer than I wish. I guess life just throws you curves and if you cannot hit them you strike out and have to start all over. That would be just where I am.

I got to thinking today at 3:45 a.m. about what I should do with my last semester and it turns out I just have no other life other than video games and work. Whether it is working on the school newspaper, homework or work in general I am always seeing the bad in my life and just wish I could have just a little slit in the world to call my own. My guess would be that is not the life for me. From what I have seen working through my life will be the way for me to go. I will probably be lucky to see my bike let alone ride it outside just to forget the stress in my life and think of better things to do. My schedule unfortunetly does not want to work with me at all. I am sure though going without sleep for 24 hours is never a good thing. Even though work is piling on top of me I may have to do without sleep to get through this week of work and make sure to stay on top of it for the future. On top of that PBL competition is coming up and that means mroe studying to do to make it to nationals. I will be pretty happy though when I get my new threads from Men's Wearhouse (any yes I do like to dress up, people actually treat you differently with a suite no really they do plus it is my fav store right now)

Other than spending my money and rewards at Men's W. I am enjoying trading in my old threads for new ones. Updating my wardrobe is kind of nice but it is also going to be an investment. When I visited New York at least every other person had a business suite or dress clothes for that matter. Might as well blend in when I go to there for spring break which is just around the corner.

My financial situation is getting better but I am going to have to buy a few more things unless I can find away around it for now till I save the funds for what I want. Guess it will be back to the drawing board to find the difference between my wants and needs (also a homework assignment for one of my classes).

Well since I have been up for 18 hours I think I am going to call it a night and try to get some sleep even if it means not talking to my friends but I think they will understand. =)