Girls....

Another topic I have been thinking about are girls actually which is pretty much on everyone's mind it seems like. Whether you go to the store to get one item or just walk outside, not matter what you do you see them. You can be just sitting there and next thing you know bam there they are. Whether they are wearing a t-shirt and jeans or a dress guys just seem to glue their eyes to them. I am pretty sure thanks to my sister and other people in my life for showing me some things in my life about relationships but I have learned other things myself as well. I guess for some odd reason when people break up for past relationships you are suppose to learn from them. For me that is about the hardest thing to do but I guess if I set my mind to it and write down what I really want in a relationship I can find who I am looking for. Sure I could settle for just about anything but I would be just like any other guy out there just like a dog and I do not want to do that. I think the best plan is the waiting game. I know it may be old fashioned but hey I am still in college and what is the point in settling down while I haven't even graduated. Sure I might find the  'one' but the chances of that are really slim. I think just being a ship out in the open seas just having the current take you where it wants to is the best choice.  Who knows what will happen on the high seas and who knows what you may catch. If you just drift through life without knowing what you want in life you will just not have the enjoyment or fulfillment out of life. For now in my life I am just going to hangout with whoever and not really care what the future holds. If that relationship actually does grow into something more well I will do my best to make it last.

But for now I say just forget what people think of you and your friends and be yourself. Who knows maybe the person that is right for you is right under your nose...

You Got a Friend in Me

Well one of my friends wrote about how every girl needs a guy friend. Well I think the same can be said about a guy. Every guy needs a girl they can just talk to and such. And that person is Ashlie L'Homme. I am pretty sure I would not be what I am today since she got my hooked on newspaper. I think I would neither be a good writer or a person thanks to her. Even though we had a rocky beginning it was still a blast. Too bad she had to move to Iowa though >.<
Anyway I can pretty much tell her anything and she can tell me anything as well. To top it all off curly hair seems to be her weakness which is really weird but that is what she noticed last time she was here. Anyway my hats off to my bff Ashlie =P

Hair...

Well as most people know PBL is up and coming this week. PBL should be a blast but I am having some doubts about some of my events and other things. One main thing that I was dreading is my hair. My hair seems to just have a personality of it's own. Like one day my hair will be all frizzy and such. Other days my hair will be fabulous. Most of the time though it is in between. Well today I decided I have had enough and got a hair cut. Since my normal stylist was not available I scheduled someone else. Turns out it was the owner of the salon which I did not even know till I thought about it later. On the bright side she did a smashing job and was pretty pleased at it. Unfortunetly I spent $30 for it but I am pleased with the results. And she also told me if I had any issues I just had to call and it would be taken care of. Now I can actually see my earing for once since I had my hair tapered and trimmed. Now I can actually tell what my hair looks like and does. I am hoping my hair will workout the way I want it to otherwise I will not be too happy.

Production night last night was the pits let me tell you. For some reason people either did not have enough time to work on their articles or they decided they did not care at all. Everyone managed to get out of the office around 12:30 a.m. The sad thing is no one worked on one page so I went in today and worked on that. I also PDF pages as well to make sure the newspaper came out on time as well. Over all the paper could have been better but because of last minute planning and such it did not work quite as plan. I am hoping this issue will be better since it will be online at the same time. =)

Anyway going to study for PBL and classes since I will not be here thursday and friday. I am hoping my time spent at Emporia will be blast. Also hoping that this curfew thing goes over smoothly as well.

Also not that happy that I missed The Bachelor last night as well. I am hoping I can catch that episode and also Spartacus: Blood and Sand.

Good times...

Well my best friend and cousin heads for basics tomorrow for four months. Going to be pretty hard to not head over there and not see his face there. But I guess that is life for you. Sometimes your friends are there and next thing you know they move across the country. But on the bright side when he gets back it will be a blast. Anyway the past weekend has been a blast hanging out with him and such. I guess it will be interesting to see what becomes of him during basics but I am sure we will keep in touch.

Production night is tomorrow and it looks to be a long night unless I get to rolling about editing stories and such. Next issue will be interesting to say the least because of all the changes we are doing to our website. In all it should be a great transition for not only us but for our readers as well.

Going to get some more sleep now.
Later
                                                                                         My cousin at the Chinese Buffet =)

Friends...

Friends are always there for others whether it is to bail someone out of jail or just to hangout to play video games they are always there. Sometimes though people that are your friends one day just disappear off the radar. You can just tell them anything all day and night. You can call them up at any time and just hangout or catch a movie or head to the bar. But then one day they disappear. Sometimes they say why they are leaving but most of the time they really do not say at all. Most people will just blow it off but if the friendship was really close like from grade school through college it can be devastating. The worst thing would be a funeral or a friend getting deployed in the military. Sometimes you will see them if they come back but having them comeback in a casket is not the best way to see them at all. In my life I have only had to carry one casket and that is way too many for me. I am hoping I never have to do that for any of my friends but since most of my friends have joined the armed services the possibility always loom on the horizon.
Some friends though end up in prison or in the wrong crowds and you wonder how they end up there. Maybe it was your fault but sometimes you can never really tell.

What I do wish the most though is that friends actually tell you what is really bothering them. Even if they really do not want to say it at first most of the time it does help out in the end to get some things off their chest. I had the same problem for a big part of my life. I finally cracked during college when I found some close friends that I chat with all the time. Now I can pretty much tell them anything and they understand where I am coming friend. Even if my friends are far away I can just give them a phone call and they will answer no matter what time of day it is.

Just wish that friends can be more truthful instead of back stabbing each other. It really does not make sense how some friends can be two faced and their friends do not even know it. I am sure that if people do make the paper then they would be sure to believe that but most of the time that never happens. Even if their other friends tell he or she about their best friend is trash talking them they won't believe them. I just really do not understand that at all.

Anyway if people are just truthful with each other and themselves for that matter then friendships could possible have more meaning anyway and perhaps friendships can actually turn into more for some.